I don't know. Maybe some folks think I'm crazy, because they don't understand...that's okay.
After...I looked in the mirror and saw what I've been pushing back into my mind over and again silently until recently it has come forth....the butterfly on my face. I'm not saying it is...but I can see it..more now than ever. "Do not think," OH dis girl she tryin' to claim something" PLEASE. Stop. I've been feeling better with less aches, and no shortness of breath since I've been taking an otc anti-inflammatory. BUT I've been tired. My gums are bleeding more than they use to....WELCOME TO MY PITY PARTY FOLK!
I am quite aware that I'm a blessed person....in fact...I feel like I'm overly blessed. So blessed that I am ashamed to complain. So...I'll stop.
BUT one thing you should know...I'm real. I'm not gonna play up some illusion that I'm not human...that I'm perfect...that I never hurt or feel angry...or get offended...or whatever...FACT is I'm learning everyday..I'm changing everyday...and I am getting stronger...You might not be able to see it....BUT HE can. He is the one holding me up...He is my Fortress.
Oh Ann, my heart has been so heavy for you lately. I understand...been there...it has been one thing after the other for you. But God has blessed you with a strong spirit!I am so sorry for all that you have had to face this past year. But you are right, God WILL hold you up & you WILL overcome all the obstacles that have been coming against you. They are hard to go through, but they will only make you Stronger! You will see this when this season is over. Know that I love you! you are precious in his eyes & mine! I am praying for you always! Tracy
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