Overwhelmed.

        This weekend I ventured on up to a women's conference in Warner Robins, GA! NHI WOMEN SHOUT OUT! Pretty much the entire trip home I cried with joy.

     You see...God...when He does something...He does it big. 

     About 3 years ago, Josh and I entered into the ministry field. Let me just say...boy howdy!

We began having services at the Tift Area Conference Center. We all went early early to set up sound equipment and chairs and etc.  Then God moved us to a store front...we were there for a couple years. 

We have been praying and waiting for God to do something huge.  God has been transforming our small congregation. He has been preparing us all for such a time as this. 

THE MOVE

God moves quickly. Pay attention.

     It was a Sunday morning. Josh and I were on the way to church. I showed him our lease that was due for our store front, and said, "I'm gonna give it to them on Monday."

That night, Josh went to a ministry school, and asked one of the ladies there(a realtor) something he'd asked a few times before..."Do you know of any church buildings for rent?" 

     Now notice: We have been looking for 3 years. Either the price was not right...or the building was all wrong.....but then...we learned what waiting was......

     Remember, I planned on turning in the lease on Monday. Josh called me on his way home Sunday night and told me that he asked and was told that we had a building available. 

     So Monday, we meet the owner. Guess what...we moved in and had our first service there this past Sunday! WHOOOOOOOOO

     God is opening so many doors. 

     My entire life God has planted so many things in my heart...and I swell up with tears as I see what He is doing with it all....how He beautifully orchestrates everything...how He places people in our lives for purpose...

     There are so many things in my heart that I have had vision for...and I see...that I think, "how is God gonna do all this in my lifetime here on Earth" Wanna know how...? He has been doing it my whole life. wow:)

     This weekend I heard a testimony that struck a chord with my soul from Mrs. LOL...Lisa Out Loud :)(ooo I love her) I decided from then on that I need to share too...

     I remember as a kid watching these kids on tv that were starving and crying and wanting so badly to help...I've always had a heart for Africa...for children who were dying...while I was being so blessed.

My mother grew up in poverty (where scraps from 1 boiled egg were fought over by 6 siblings), and I guess that grew my compassion even more...but without God there would be no love.

     You see we don't deserve anything good that we have...family, homes, food, life...

This is what I say, "God is all I need. Everything else is extra." He has given me so many blessings...so much extra...I will never understand how He loves me so.

     I might ramble sometimes...especially lately...bouncing from one subject to another...but that is because God is doing sooo much.

He overwhelms me with His love.

I want to tell you.  You might have been through some deep doodoo. You might say, "I've gone too far...done too much wrong." You might even look at others and feel discouraged. (that is another message) But this one thing I know...and your heart knows...

God loves you more than you can ever imagine. You might not understand it all right now. But God has purpose for your life. Just give it all to Him. I won't promise you that life here on this world will be easy. We wrestle against some evil things.... addiction, depression, rejection, lust...but God has made you for more than this...He will transform your mind and your spirit. Peace will flow over you, and even through the hard times...you will know..God is with you. 

If you don't know what to pray..pray with me.

Dear Heavenly Father, I come to You in the name of Jesus. You are the most high God. Thank You for Your great sacrifice, Jesus. I give everything to You. I know I can't do it on my own. I repent. I give to You my heart and my body. Use me Father. Transform my mind. Thank You for your mercy, grace, and love.

I love You. In Jesus name-Amen

Now...say this aloud: "I'm not going back!"

100 Things About Me!!!

Thanks for sharing my friend at CraisyDaisyLife ;)

100 Things About Me!

1. I have loved animals my whole entire life. 
2.  I am happaKorean (half Korean), and learned to really appreciate my heritage at the age of 18,
3. because I was given the privilege to visit my family there for my graduation present.
4. As a kid I was very insecure
5. but now I am secure...thanks be to God;)
6. Always loved music. I love to sing Theatrical and Classical music.
7. I play guitar, although I'm not the best, I'm good enough.
8. I write music, and have lost many of the songs I've written.
9. I have 2 brothers who live in California, and are the most talented artists. (Notice I did not say that I know...that was on purpose....they are talented!)and a sweet big sis in law who is an encourager.
10. I sang at my oldest brother's wedding..." A Whole New World...." 
11. I have a stepsister and a nephew who are both adorable.
12. I have 2 nieces in California, and one of them I get to meet for the first time this summer! I have one niece here, and she loves Donald Duck. Secretly...I can't wait for her to meet him. 
13. My best friend and I met over a pea coat, and hit it off ever since. We are now cousins. 
14. I have a wonderful husband who works a regular job and is a pastor. 
15. I have one daughter. She is the bomb!
16. I never thought in a million years that I would live in this small town...but I do...and I like it.
17. I want to sing and act at Disney World (Kabibi in The Festival of The Lion King) or something like that...
18. I kept tear up when I hear beautiful harmonies, and just some classic group/choir singing.
19. I homeschool my daughter, and I think it is wonderful.
20. I know I am suppose to go to Africa.
21. I love to put glitter on things.
22. I'm a nerd, and I think I'm cool.
23. I wish I could have an animal rescue center on a big ol plot of land.
24. I like a challenge, even when it seems overwhelming.
25. I am a big dreamer.
26. I take each day one at a time.
27. I enjoy working out at the gym.
28. I've canoed twice in my life(4H camp and on my 29th birthday with my best friend) and plan to do it some more.
29. My first real jobs were at a middle school, and second at a Vet. The vet was hard work, but it was fun. Both jobs were in Perry, GA.
30. I'm a passionate person.
31. I enjoy travel. 8th grade, I got to go to England. :) and then of course S.Korea....
32. I like to travel in and out of the United States...
33. I think it is important to learn about other cultures.
34. I have a calendar on my fridge, on a shelf, in my purse, and on my phone.
35. Painting is a side hobby that I haven't gotten time to do in a while. I've never taken a class...but am okay at it.
36. oh....I love to hear my dogs howl:)  
37. I painted a mural on my daughter's wall in her room, and it is cute:)
38. I am very honest.
39. I had one good friend when I lived in SE GA and wonder where she is...EVETTE!
40. I have been married 2x to the same man...we were apart for only a few months...We've been married 10 years and together 13 years.
41. I do look a lot like my mom, but I look a lot like my dad, too. My close family sees that I look like my Granny when she was young...she's got some Cherokee in her, and she also had dark hair...and I am built just like her...just 4'' shorter than she was....
42. I walk like my daddy.
43. I like to tell the whole story.
44. I take a lot of supplements...all doctor prescribed...lol. 
45. I am a Disney collector and fan. Pins and all.
46. I get sick on some thrill rides...but at Disney rode mission space anyway just to say I did.
47. I have a garden in my backyard. Mostly flowers...sometimes I put tomato plants in it.
48. I have Celiac Disease, and it doesn't define me.
49. I eat gluten free. Don't give me yo bread if it ain't green and fits in my wallet.
50. I like dancing.
51. I prefer flat shoes.
52. By 40, I plan to be in the best shape of my life...like a rock!
53. I like ocean/nautical decor and clothing and stuff.
54. I do hair.Master Cosmetologist.I do weddings hair and makeup. I can also do some lashes. 
55. I went to ABAC at 18, withdrew, GPA went down down down. Went back in my 20's and brought it up to a 3.7...got into RN school, and withdrew again to tend to my family.  I do not regret it at all. 
56. I want to go back to college with my daughter.
57. I want to take every biology class.
58. I have never dreamt of falling ...always flying.
59. I sometimes ponder on "how am I gonna achieve all these things in a short amount of time"
60. I like to read aloud stories.
61. I want a maid.
62. I want to take my family around the world
63. I want to take and personally guide people and families around Disney World for their first time.
64. I really like coffee.
65. I know a lot about hair weave, even though I don't wear it.
66. I like to go down the toy isle.
67. I love to eat. But am learning to control the craving...."I want a cookie....what? I got some gluten free mix in the pantry."
68. I loved Barbie's as a kid and played with them until 6th or 7th grade.
69. I am going to get braces in the next year or two...I hope...with my daughter...lol
70. I've never had a cavity.
71. I like to braid, and like braids.
72. I don't like it when political talks get violent and raging.
73. I love having a family.
74. I love me some Romantic ol timey British movies.
75. I've dreamed of being in tornados several times...and I don't mean like "dream" I mean I was asleep.
76. I like going to the dentist.
77. I love old people, and love to hear them tell stories about their life.
78. I have different fashion looks...depends on my mood.
79. I LOVE oatmeal.
80. I love musicals and musical movies.
81. I make some mean mashed potatoes...they are not low fat .
82. I am learning Spanish with Rosetta Stone.
83. I want a bird.
84. I like my granny nightgowns and big ol tee shirts. I know they aren't pretty and I don't care.
85. Almond Milk, Soy milk, and Cows milk...all good to me.
86. I love Chai Tea soy milk.
87. I like hot tea plain or with milk and sugar...mmmmmmmm
88. I am sad that I do not have the imagination I use to....but I still have one!
89. I'm not tall enough to be Pocahontas.
90. I will not wear a bikini. NO!
91. I am so glad they have Tom's, cause now I have them, and love to where them...so practical.
92. I like to shop online when I need something...especially for makeup and junk...deals baby!
93. I like to play video games, but think that the current younger generation play on electronics too often. Go outside!
94. I don't get sick often, but I have allergies.
95. I've never been on a cruise...but want to go.
96. I teach theatre to 6-12th grade homeschoolers, and they rock!
97. I have a couple gray hairs, but you'll never see them.
98. I love mexican food, and ate a lot while I was pregnant.
99. I have a youtube page.
100. I think everybody should do this! GO!

You Have to Start Somewhere

"Passion"
   I always say that you'll know you are doing what you were born to do when you find something that you are passionate about....something that creates a spark....for each person it is not the same. Some may sing, some may dance, some are doctors, nurses, teachers, social workers, lawyers, builders, train conductors, business owners, missionaries,and etc... Here in the U.S. as well as other countries, the majority of us are very blessed to be able to have a choice and to have more than enough of what we need. 
   In many other countries, however, this is not true. (note: there are some countries that are not third world that "some" Americans think are ...example: South Korea is not a third world country)  There are countries where the people suffer from many things:extreme poverty, disease, fear of enslavement, fear of kidnapping, fear of murder, constant war, and other things as well. 
   Here in the U.S. there are  families and people living in poverty, disease, and homelessness. We send missionaries overseas and here is what you get. 
ONE SIDE                                                              OTHER SIDE
"wonderful things they are doing"                                "there are people who need help here"
"Amazing"                                                                  "why are we sending money there"
"I wish I could do something like that"                         


Okay so can you see my point. 
  Here or there. Disease, poverty, homelessness, constant fear...these are all things that no person should have to endure for a lifetime. We should all want to help in whatever way possible. Instead of being the "OTHER SIDE", be the side that says, "We have to start somewhere."  We can all help in many different ways. Do what you were meant to do...help where you feel lead to help...but do not bash another human being's passionate outreach.




"OH but they made so much dough!" 


"Oh dear." 
   Now, as you are about to read this next passage, you will find me addressing my fellow "Christians" or "Disciples", or "my brothers and sisters in Christ". Of course...this is from my stand point right? :)


   There are pastors that make a lot of money, however, remember they tithe and give offering...not to mention the time and energy and and and....you get my point ...what it takes to be the caretaker of a ministry. I will say that some may abuse the $ that is given to them to be good stewards of ...but that doesn't mean all.  AND it is not my place to bash them. If you are a person in ministry, then I say no more...you understand.  I personally would be happy at seeing Kingdom Harvest Intl. grow to the point that we are able to outreach and go on mission trips here and around the world...I would be ecstatic to be able to build a homeless shelter or a safe haven. Guess what..it takes $$. We live in a high tech world. Networking to get help=duh.(So I could go on and on about that ...but I won't)
   Second, I have heard many of my fellow believers say, "Truth offends". I agree.:) When you speak out in truth...people will get offended. Most people know that if you hear and believe the truth about something, then well...something has to change. Change is difficult for the majority of people to act upon...however, change is a requirement. 
  You see...this dude met this boy in Uganda..as well as other kids...and got passionate about it...yes he made money along the way...got nicer camera equipment...flew a few of the kids over to the U.S. to speak out on their cause...guess what...all of that costs $$ and takes a lot of time and hard work.  THAT cause makes that dude passionate and want to step out and make a ...change. He is speaking out about the capture of one man. Yes, I agree, there are many other issues out there...but this is what this guy is passionate about...and he stepped out and look at all of the people who know all about Kony now. So I say... "WOW, I hope to one day help a cause like that...I can hope and believe I will be courageous enough to stand up no matter what." and you know what I do not want to be in poverty myself while I am helping out others. (let's be honest here...duh "favor")



"Taking the First Step"


   The first step isn't usually the easiest. Here is an example: When I began the gym routine in October, I weighed 185 lbs.  In January, I weighed 190, my weight increased. In the past, I would have been discouraged, but I changed things... I measured and saw myself losing inches here and there....and gaining inches here and there...my body was changing.
   Currently, I weight 182 lbs. and my body is still changing. I could have chosen to say...and still could..."I will never reach my goal weight/fitness level. I am just gonna be complacent...and get bigger and more out of shape". You know there are people out there that have a longer ways to go than I, and I see them step out and work hard....and make a change. I have found myself enjoying the hard work.We all had to start somewhere, and take that first step.



"All in All"


 There is so much more to say on the matter...using the "Kony" issue is only one of the many things that stir in this mind of mine, but all in all...
What will you do? What is your purpose? What is your destiny? What changes will you make on the inside of you? What changes will cause you to make an impact on this world? 
We all need constant change (transformation) whether it makes us uncomfortable or not. 
Guess what. You have to start somewhere. 


click here if you'd like to start here lol :http://bit.ly/qpLc4S 

Stats

Yes. I will be posting a blog about our vacation. But not right now.

I am gonna share my stats as far as my weight loss and " loss. I have actually lost 0lbs . I gained 5 and now am going back down. not fat though. Robyn pointed out to me that we have been working out since the middle of Oct. WHOO HOO! Lifestyle in order.

I'm back down to my original weight 185.
Hips are down from 46" at the start to now 44" JOY!!
Waist is down from 37.7' at the start to now 35.5" WHOO!
 those all all I will share for now. Let's be appropriate LOL
My height is the same...

If you are beginning an exercise routine...please do not look for rapid weight loss...chances are you will not stick to your plan on an account of being discouraged. Measure...weight only every once in a while. I like to measure about every 1 1/2 to 2 weeks. neato to see change.

UPDATE: 3/24/2012 I weigh 179 booh